frust

its been enjoying attend pn wang lecture, but it always been hard for me to understand those thick reading that keep coming..

doesn't sure whether i have unintelligent mind or what, just couldn't grasp the ideas of those scholar... sometimes i'll think - because of their wisdom, they create so much havoc to us.. just a silly thought..

and, the assignment have to be submitted in one week, but still- i am unsure of what i suppose to write into the 10 pages of blank paper..